I can’t help but look back at who I used to be. I miss that person in some ways. I miss feeling creative like I did then. I don’t miss the fact that my brain was even more out to kick my ass. But feeling connected to my characters, I really do miss that.
Right now, I feel disconnected from everything in terms of creativity. I just feel lost when it comes to creating anything. Maybe it’s the stresses my health has put on me in the past two years. Maybe it’s just being overwhelmed with other things. I don’t know. I wish I did.
I hope that some day I feel connected to my creative drive again. Some day.