So I have been gone for a while. It wasn’t planned. In fact it was completely planning gone wrong.
I couldn’t get anything together on time for multiple reasons. I swear that time seemed to vapourize when I sat down to do something, and then there were the million things that decided they needed attention right fucking now.
I’ve been having sleep issues yet again, but there is a difference this time. I’m working through it. I am getting better. I’ve been dealing with things coming up that have smacked me in the face from the past, and at this point, I really am looking at it as I’m not going that way anymore. Life didn’t turn out like I had planned, and you know what? That’s okay. It’s probably trite, but I don’t care – when you get dragged backwards, sometimes it’s because you are being launched in a different direction.
I am okay, actually, I’m better than I have been in a long while. Even if I have been stressed to the maximum, I am learning, I am getting healthier and I’m moving forwards. I’m learning to discard toxic relationships, and set my own boundaries — and I’m planning a brighter future for me and mine.