It’s been a while since I’ve really been able to say that I am feeling happy. But here I am.
Things are finally to the point where I can start new endeavours and continue with ones I’ve had going before. It’s been a long time since I’ve truly felt this way.
I’m not going to say that life is perfect, but it isn’t dragging me down as hard as it has been the past while. I’ve had some news that worries me, but until I know more about it, I’m going to try not to worry obsessively over it all.
I’ve also been letting go of things that actively hurt me – even if that wasn’t the intent of the person/thing. I am working towards peace in my life. Peace of mind, peace in my soul.
My life is busy still, no doubt there, but it is at least letting me have a glimpse of what happy feels like. For a person who has treatment resistant clinical depression, that is like heaven. It means that both my therapy and my medications are working together again (being sick as a dog for two months caused my medications to go all wonky on me, because when you can’t really absorb them properly, they aren’t there for your brain to use).
I hope to get back into writing (again, being sick, not good for productivity) soon and with my other crafty endeavours, keep that feeling happy momentum going. I’ll also be bringing the website for A Desert Song back online soon as well. It’s been a long road there, but I’m happy with how it’s shaping up.
I’ll also being doing some Patron only things in the very near future, so if you haven’t joined my Patreon, now is a great time to do so!